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All You've Ever Known

by Nine Line

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1.
I'm too scared for this Not prepared for this I've been running all my life From sins like this A total deficit of compassion on mine I know I'm not expected to forgive But it's hard when I'll never forget Why? I've been waiting for justice Why? I've been praying for this to come home I've been waiting for justice Now I know I'll have to find it on my own When everyone's always asking me How I'm doing, am I alright And the simplest things Bring anxiety Can't find safety in my life It's hard enough to live with all these regrets It's hard enough when I'll never forget Convince me this isn't my fault I couldn't change anything at all Hands on me Hands put on me Now forgotten Now a trend Not erased but Not condemned
2.
Open Secrets 02:44
What he did to you he did to them So you can run and you can tell All of your so-called friends But they're gonna tell you exactly What you don't want to hear Because they're living in their own world Controlled by their fear Of never being heard and never being listened to It's same for you Leave it alone! You can say what you want You can tell them your secrets but they They already know! Feel your stomach collapse When you realize that the train left A mile ago! And if it's making you sick Keep it close to your chest Try to forget And maybe someday soon You'll learn to let it go Don't be naive, you're not the only one Did you really think that he could stop with you And be done? There's a long line forming and it starts with you It slithers and it crawls to the back of the room Where there's empty sighs and vacant smiles It's just the same with you
3.
Skittles 03:00
There was a time when I was young Where everything that I could dream of Was smaller than what I have now But I'm still searching, still figuring out Why I can't find any contentment In things that I've worked my entire life for It's not what I wanted It's not what I thought When I reached out to find it It's not what I got Searching for meaning I'm starting to find The best things in life could never be mine There was a time not long ago Where everything felt manageable But it's always fleeting what I want the most A firm contentment, a sense of control So why can't I hold onto anything That makes me smile? It's always changing I'm trying to find what I'm trying to find Wasting my time by wasting my time You've told me over and over again I still can't believe I've always had what I need
4.
In My Head 03:46
Wear this around like a black blanket I can function but it's settling On my back like a scratch that I just can't itch Could I be falling into my dismay? Living out the last of my best days It's hard to think straight when you can't resist Leave me here to sort this out Gather my strength, let you down Is it in my head? Is it in my head? I'm scaring myself half to death With things that haven't happened yet Is it in my head? Is it in my head? The more I try, the more I forget But it's always there It's always creeping in A dark cloud in a sunny room Fake smiles and empty tombs Is it me or are we just lying to ourselves? Could I pack it up and leave this town? Run away from what I'm scared I found I can't leave behind, I can't reconcile Just because it's everyone I know Doesn't mean it has to haunt me
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I just had to repeat it Repeat it all over in my mind But I can't change things Or what I see By shuffling around the same pieces I need therapy I need a way to disconnect who I am From who I should be So what does it mean If I'm coming in last Coming in last every time I couldn't breathe I couldn't quit Couldn't even close my eyes at night And I can't find out how to be Comfortable with what I may depend on What do I stand on? When I think about how to solve The mysteries I've claimed Kindling the tiny sparks Of outlooks that remain If I can just hold onto these Hold onto to the things that have always made me Maybe I can find my way So tell me I can move along Tell me I can make this strong Tell me I was never wrong Never wrong at all That I don't have to reevaluate The feelings I believed at eight years old What I was told
6.
To The Choir 04:27
Get the message straight Make it plain to see Keep preaching and teaching to those who agree Build each other up on platforms of mutual affection Don't concern yourself with validity of conception It's all a matter of perspective As long as you're standing side by side Shout! Scream! Make it scene To whoever will never start to disagree You can stay here in your safe place You can bury your head in daydreams Fight! Light! Burn up the sky Critical mass reaching new heights tonight Stay here in your safe place Bury your head in daydreams You want a community Of different people who all think the same things Doesn't matter where they came from You just want all the same labels Ignore! Ignore morality It's relativity Bending worlds to your perspective Love for fellow man through shared hatred Aren't you sick of being told What you already know? Instead of finding out the answers we all need Aren't you tired of holding on? So many reasons to let go You can't stay the way you've always been Just because it's all you've ever known

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released August 4, 2019

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Whitefox Recording

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Nine Line Richmond, Virginia

Jared Throne / vocals, Cameron List / guitar, Dylan List / bass, Scott Whritenour / drums

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